Wednesday, November 5, 2008

11:49 PM

It's Getting Nearer. Counting down again to the Number of days left before I say Goodbye to You.Excluding Today and Monday,I only Have 3 Days Left.As I met up with Boyfriend for like almost Everyday and Talking on the Phone without Fail every Night,I feel so Scared to Leave now.Feel so worried to be away from Home,Friends and Boyfriend.I know I shouldn't be worrying and thinking about all this.But I just don't know.Yea,I'm excited about all this.But this is M First time being very far away from Family and Friends for like a week.As Boyfriend talked about how He would be without me for like 01234567891011121314151617 1819202122232425 hundred thousand seconds,I felt very very Worried. As the days draw nearer,My heart beats alot faster. I just don't wanna see Boyfriend change into Someone Ugly and Bad when I come Back.Trust,I do have it.But it's a matter if he Knows How to Use it. So I hand all my worries and whatever Shit to God. I just want to have a safe and Enjoyable trip in Japan and to also let my hair down with my Friends. When Boyfriend said everything is going against him,I thought for a while if it all sounded true. Boys-Grown ups-19 years old-Sofian;He's a total different person.He goes with the flow,following what the Heart says.He's Impatience;Eagers to know about something,Eagers to Get Something. He can't wait for so Looooooooooongggggggggg."Note the Spelling(:" Being with him,I learnt something,Patience kinda solved things.Being by his side,is like standing beside my Brother.I have to keep my cool=)) Ain't gonna speak some more.Yesterday's outing with Girlfriends is another Happy One.I Love you Girls and I can't Wait how we'll look like in two years Time. Happy belated Birthday Nabilah and sorry for the very Looooooonngggggggggg birthday Celebration.Heyy!!I want Pictures!