Realise
For a moment I thought that When I come back to Singapore,Everything would still be Normal.I believe in that Moment.But somehow,God is being Unfair to me. He wants to see how Strong I am in realising all the sins I've Done.He wants to see how Patient I am in standing Upright to achieve what I aimed For.My Life is too Confusing to break it down to smaller parts.I'm all mixed up.Sometimes I feel like though I was being cheated. Sometimes I think that whatever that I am Feeling is all because of my own soft-hearten.I am weird in a Good way.I can always give and Take.I have my own Patience and I have my Own Limits.I've been through the Hardest Thing in This Life.I know I still have a lot to learn but still,I have Brains that Function.I never gave up to keep on going through this life with You it's all because I Love you too Much.I want to let go of you,But I just can't say it.I'm hurt deep down inside.I just don't know how to Show How Much You Mean to Me.Now we are broken deep down inside.I broke you into zillions pieces and you broke me into zillions more pieces.My Trust is invisble to you.It's just that You can't see it.I will someday get over all this Mess that You've created but I can never Hide the Scars that You've done.I promise myself that This will be The Last Chance for Us to get back on the Correct path. My doubts will go away when I'm done imagining.Though this have been repeating over again and again.I don't know why I am still these Strong to go on.Boy,your lil weakness that You Have is pulling Us down.You choose:Self Pity or Someone that Knows what You are Made up Of.
I've been through with you a lot.Be it Angry,Sadness or Lack of Money.I always pulled you back up because 'em Bitches just want attention.Now tell me,when You're angry with Mum,when You don't have cash,when Your bike broke down.Who was there to stand still and Helped You?
Who was there to sacrifice Her own hard earn money to save You?Who was always there to calm you down and say that Everything's Gonna be Alright?Who was there to stand by You...............
There was a Twist in Our Story.Did you realise that?It was all twisted what I was Before Changed to You.Now I trying my best to save Us from Falling.You need my Trust,I'll give it all to You.All I can do now is to Watch and See where You would bring me to Set foot and Continue this Journey.Before I get a lil Harsh,My Wish to you is to Stop all 'em Nonsence that You are Creating without thinking.Because if you can do that,I can it Better.
I Hope that You are Stronger than I Never Thought.
God Blessed Me.