I missed blogging and I've decided to do it today.It's been a Hell week with alot of things to juggle everything at one go. Sec5 is Crazy.More things are expected and yet I'm not YET performing up to standard.Been lazying around due to the Hot Weather and I will always find myself awake just after the sun goes down and the sound of the prayer starts to play. Soon,February will marked another memories to the year 2009.My life kept on ruining with Unbelievable things that Happened Non stop like thunder kept on Striking.This is the worst start of the year and I don't have any idea of what's gonna happened in the days to come.I don't know who's telling the truth.Sometimes I think I'm too soft to just let go of what happened and moved on.But at the same time,it is Fucking Unfair.It hurts me _______________________

this much to see myself in deep pain.I've Trusted it Once and I've trusted it Twice.But things weren't changing that Much though.It kills me deep inside to see or hear them myself of to make it Say itself.I've Said it Once and I've Said it Twice.But it Just wouldn't respect my decisions."To Love is to Let Go." I'm pretty much aware and Understood the meaning.I know what I'm doing.It's for the Own good for Us.You can do whatever you pleased amd So Do I.I can't keep on going if Unnessary/Impossible things were to happen.I do have more things to handle rather than my Life.The Big O's I'm facing it.This is more important than any other things in my life.I just wanted to do well for this and nothing matters.I don't wanna breakdown in the middle of the year because of you.Can't you just make me Happy everytime and Careless about things that doesn't concern Us.Was that just so Difficult.Everyone in the whole world Knows.Now I'm starting to careless about my life.I need to start revising.I ain't wanna see myself crashing.Maybe the next thing I know,I may careless about you.I don't know man,It's a tough call.I leave this up to God that keep me strong to face all His Challenges that He had Planned for me.All I could do is to keep on going on the rocking stones to stay ahead.But all I care Now,is my Studies.I filled my time readng to keep away from the stress that has been piling. "Dear God,Please keep me away from Trouble and make Me Strong to Overcome Your Challenges.Amin"