Double Zero.

It's a funny thing about life-If you refuse to Accept anything but the Best, You very often get it.I'm Confused,it's all unfair but the thing is, Why Now? I'm stucked between two.I don't know what to do. When I close my eyes shut,I just couldn't stop holiding back my tears.I Missed you-But I'm in Pain. Then I closed again,my tears kept on rolling.I Missed you too- But I'm Scared. I wanted leave several times but You just wouldn't wanna let it go.Then I kept my head up high, and just go with the flow.The sad thing was that I couldn't feel you.You are slowly going away.The sense of secure was gone.I'm like an open field without a shelter to keep me save. I told myself that things gonna be just Fine and again,I go with the flow.Then I met You.After 2 long years of just texting,I randomly met You.I felt peace once again.You made me forgot myself.I am Me when I met You.Your jokes made the pain go away.I felt comfortable.Your sense of Respect made me realised who valued more in Love.I just moved to tears when God opened me up and made me think.Atleast You care about my life and how I've been struggling hard to satisfy people.Your warmth just soothed me.I feel good,But-I'm afraid of You.Afraid that I was just another fool.We previously didn't made it because of inmatured reasons.But when I met you,I'm honoured to see You grew up into the same real person that I met the first time. I totally forgot about the rough road that I got to face.When I breathe again,I see double You(s). You-On my right and You-on the left.I'm sitting for major examinations soon and I hate that I Love Yous.I don't know-I'm just too pathetic to challenge my life because I know it gonna hurt. Hurt someone so bad that I could feel the pressure.I wanna be Free.Free from all this things. The things that never be permanent in my Life until I realised how it's important to me. I Loved you-But I dont wanna force this Love. I Loved You too-But I know You wouldnt wanna start it off.

God Bless You(s) Too.