Undefined

Who am I?I don't know what the hell is going On.I want to forget things and Let go of things.But why is it Fucking hard?Because it all becomes a Habit already.I tried my best to Leave you Out.But the Urge just kept on going strong.The end result-I'm deeply disappointed.For a moment I thought I was stupid.But to think back of what I've admit,I think it was a good fucking decision.I don't know what else to do,I don't know how else to try.I've given my best shot to sort things out but you said things will always have to go my way.I don't get you.I do things that will help you to look good and not a piece of shit.This mind is freaking tired of thinking about things.This mind is freaking crazy to think about you.And this mind is freaking lost about the whole thing.Ohh boy,don't take things for granted and stop doing things that is against me.For what I know,you're just messing things up and asking me to pick a fight."Dear God,please keep me strong to go through this big obstacle that you want me to try hard to succeed."