Each time I shared real life stories with someone whom I think could understand,the more the real life stories turned realistic.For the past two days,every single sentences I delivered changed the whole situation.I've been with my own single life for months now and I hate to admit that He had been searching for me.WhatTheFuck-Yea I know.I don't even bother to entertain or spent my time because I don't care now.With whoever He's with,my heart doesn't break into pieces whenever he told me stories. "She bought me these.She paid for me that.She borrowed me those." I used to get pissed off when we're back then but now,I don't feel a thing.I do know for sure that He expected me to get jealous or what not.But hey,it doesn't work.As for me,I went on a date,hang out with homies or worked out with friends just to keep away from the emptiness. Serious shit,this is what I can do because there's no one to stop me,but He seriously said he's jealous about it and I go WhateverFcukingBitch.I met alot of people and I'm seriously happy with them.Him and His PatheticBehaviour just pissed me off.I don't know what else to say because you are just plainly stupid to react desperately now when you can stay calm first and sacrifice your wants.Serves you right to get beaten up by 'em Matreps of Woodlands near my House. You wanna act Macho and Use one of the Minahrep there,trying to be the Hero of Mine Neighbourhood,showing off what a SWEETTALKERMOTHERFUCKER you are-and so you have it.Hopefully the next big thing will be that KELINGPARIAH asking for her money back.You are jsut so FUCKINGLAME.

***My dear Arfa told me stories.Kinda disappointed but there's nothing that I could do.I'm not hoping but just relying so that I have someone new to be my close one.I Missed you and I understand if I can't get through you because I'll always give way to her as I know where I stand.