Thursday, October 15, 2009

1:51 AM

Just Why, Baby.

Everytime I tried to set it free, it kept on coming back for more. I tried to survive this roller coaster Life but I was just this close to being Tossed out. No matter how much I tried to stay put, my eyes will always start to search yours. I'm trying to lose you, but my mind says I gotta win you. I don't have any ideas or clues to what have gotten into you nor do I know what's on your mind. It was all different now, Baby. I was locked up then. But right now, I don't feel it no more. I am thinking about you, but at the same time I'm knocking out. For the fact that I know it's not gonna happened, I just can't find the reason why I am still not moving. Thinking about it, I felt guilty/sorry/disappointed/shocked but seriously Confused. Because you said this and that, but you reacted this way. I am not or toy nor an animal. Everyone is someone who have feelings. Just why, Baby it all have to come down to this. Maybe it was just me and maybe I sounded ridiculous to you.

"I put small hope to see you, but I just we're too Different......... I don't want to push itfar because I know how it feels like......................... finally what we want. "