Tuesday, October 13, 2009

12:40 AM

Love, Goodbye.

It's been very hectic this few weeks and all the candidates are studying hard. Some a stressed out and some are still slacking around. I was down with fever and flu when I first saw my Prelims Result slip. DAMN-I'm in Trouble. I started to think if it's was me that haven't been putting enough effort. But no, I did my revision according to plan and I must say that I'm not a failure. I thought I was the only one who was in trouble. But No, I received a phone call yesterday by Ilah Bebeh and she too freaked out. She was by far the best in her academics among Us and her grades dropped alot. We all are down with 13 Fucking Days Left. I've been burning midnight oil till almost 12am just to brace myself for the big day. School will be over soon and all of us are left on our own. I am seriously freaking out. Looking at the number of days left, I have a lot of things to cover. I'm just afraid that I might not have enough time to prepare when the day arrives. I left a hell lots of people behind because there's no use thinking about them. They're nothing in my head nor can they be used as my future. Right now, it's stupid to think about all of that because who am I to you, or who are You to me- Only God Knows. He thought that I would be his,but it's so Not True. Relationship don't Get Deep into Me now. Then I thought He was Sincere and Awaits. But No-it's just a Game. I thought it was Just him. But there-it was Her I see. Now God had opened up my eyes to see who She is-Just another Proclaimer. Like a dumbass who thinks it's Smart. WhatTheFuck. Get a Life Bitches

I will be having a Photoshoot soon by Zyzi and it's gonna be awesome. Her works are great and I Missed you. No school tomorrow but there's plans for me to Rock my ass on my Study Chair. Coming Friday will be Be Yourself Day and our theme this time is Sports. Definetely looking forward with the Togetherness of the 5A1. By then we all are down with 10 Fucking Days yaw! The following Monday will be in lieu of Deepavali-School's OUT! And it will be the week where all the candidates will be at Full Speed. Then on Wednesday is Graduation Day. People, we're Graduating soon. Then on Thursday,all the best to all for the 2009 O Level Science Practical. By then All of Us are down with 4 Fucking Days! And on the Following Monday- Goodbye Love.