It's been months since I departed away from secondary school life and I must say, I Missed all of my classmates already. I'm pretty sure everyone is having their own fun time enjoying the freedom that they had been drooling for. Life has been great though Unfair, I'm still trying to manage myself with all the things that I have to face. Daily routine is to wake up early for work, be at my best behaviour then dragged myself home when the night falls. It's had been repeating for countless time and I'm kinda sick and tired of it already. January will end soon and I'll have 28 days just to lead life cheerfully for February. My future of becoming someone Valuable to this nation was one-fifth ruined. I was thrown far away from my desired school, desired course. But I have got to move on with the three choices that I have left. Thank you Allah. To the rest, lead a memorable school life for three years and be successful thereafter. I missed everything that I've done to a hell lot of people. I could still remember the days I had with Girlfriends back in school. All those chaotic moments/laughters that will make others laughed as well. But sometimes, when I think back, doing things/favouring things for other people just plainly sucks. I am not that kind who will ask things in return. Because everything I did was just sincere and straight from the heart. It just confuses me when I did something good to please you, I'll always get shitty fucking attitude when my intention was just nothing serious. I looked as though I owed you a huge sum money that was due the next day. I just don't get it when sometimes people are acting ridiculously selfish. I make myself think of what wrong I've done/say to that person. I'm starting school soon, and I ain't wanna change my mind of not seeing you. Like Aliff said, " Don't you ever give up until you know what ya'll finally want." And I remembered Steffy saying, " Aren't you gonna keep trying like there's no one else left except the one that you're looking for. " Then Kam Tat is always asking me Why I Like Strong Guys. And I'll tell him that " I look at them as a pillar of strength with courage and no fear of what they have to face in life. And I'm sure they're confidence level is high because they know what they want in life." When was the last time someone hugged you ever so tight and ain't wanna let it go.. And I Can't Find my Way Out Anymore.