Roll the Numbers.♥

My Summer Beginnings

It's rather ironic that things came back good towards me. I always thought that I would never have it back. I feel guilty at the start, but when I looked again, I asked "Why would I? I never asked for it to happen. I never did want you to come back. You just did and I'm happy for it." The stares you gave to me was so strong, I was blown away. The time when I wished I never knew the truth, I was the Only One that You would need. Just to catch a glimpse of you, needs a lot of hard work. I did tried my hardest, but I seemed to fall apart. If only you could be truthful previously, I would have make your world into a Beautiful Red Heart Shape. I have always thought that you are the One before; Who could make my Day, The person that I will see often, The type that is Decisive, The kind that I've been Longing, The Right one to Understand with, The Best that would share everything, The Perfect one that would cherish this Love that I want to share with. It was indeed a shattering dream, but I never just forget about it. It was there all along. I'm still Indecisive about a lot of things. I ain't no Bitch to hurt others or rather think about Just Me. Three spots, and I have No idea which is. I only have one in Mind, but I ain't that sure if it wants to be there all along. For what I know, I'm hearing things from you, I like it that way. I've always like it but you just didn't know. Now I'm getting pissed, why do I always have a Huge impact on Others Life? Yes, I appreciate my Strongest Strength. But Why do I have to choose between Numbers? It ain't that easy, something inside wants to scream/cry out, but I know. I don't even Stand a Chance. Though it's unclear now, I'll just proceed to where I'm walking. . .. . .. .. .

Glam`Sweat`Sugar`Sex`Spice.