It was surprising but I still don't care about it. It was definitely expected because it had happened before. I don't have to justify anything because it was all so clear. But to whom it may affect or should I say "merasa" , it's up to you to choose. I am very observant in the little things you do. Way you speak,smile,eat , I'm observing. Neither am I stalking you, but I was born with the eyes to pick on just you. I love the way it was rolled, but I must say humans have the habit of stalking,checking,mocking. I doubt it will be big, because from the way I see, it all changed emotions. What the fuck am I talking about, it's just within me with full of questions. I rather should have started a forum, but I think it was stupid. Take the stand and be proud about it, I don't care because you are only destroying you. You are very beautiful, I must admit. I can apologise your bluntness, but how can you forgive yourself? My dear, you have everything that a girl would need, but I still don't understand why you're not hooked on to anything. Believe in you and proceed, you are special in my eyes. Forgive me if I'm doubtful, why do you need to ask so many? It's just within me and nothing else, I swear. Be mindful of whom and what you're asking, I am certainly rude, perhaps. Too bad everything is jumbling up; I Love the way it is. We'll gonna be far away from being true. Jim, I Love you and you know it that well. Let's be strong in whatever things that will come on us and don't give in to anyone. I trust you unless I see things with my own eyes. It's been the third month though . Love Jim