To the one that you Love the most, please be mindful that everything happened for a reason.

You may find your Love now, but some way somehow, Allah Loved you more as much as the person who is Loving you right now.

To some, Love is hidious,disgusting,unworthy and everthing that is not equal to nice.

But to some, Love is beautiful. I found my Love few months back, I don't need to describe

my Love, because the whole world knows him and only myself knows

why I choose the same man. At times, I may be complaining to you that my man

does thisandthat which created much ill feelings about the whole situation.

Overall, Allah made you have that kind of feeling because He wants to know

how you would Overcome the Challenges that He put up Only Just for you.

I learnt things in Life that if you were being dumped or the one dumping or if you're

as pretty as Megan Fox or as charming as Zac Efron or owns Macbook,iMac,iPhone,

iPad,HTC that does not mean that you are Everything to the world, it does not make you

into a "Somebody". It doesn't people, be aware of that. I learnt that the greatest

thing to do, that makes you the real great thing on Earth is when, You found the partner

of your Life, being truthful to one another and Married to the same partner. The best ever thing,

You start a family and have children. From then on, you worked hard to feed your

family and then owns a Car. Volvo XC90 or Honda Crossroad would be my dream car

for my Future Husband to drive me around. But Jib wants a Volkswagen Beetle in Navy Blue.

Maybe someday he would but that's pretty cute for a honeymoon Only.

When you grow older and your child gets tougher to handle, the main thing that

makes you the best is when you shaped your children well, pass down the responsibility equally.

Then soon, it came down to only You and Allah. Allah created you, and He'll bring

you Back Home one day. Well, the most greatest thing you've ever done in

Your entire Life journey, Comes down here. "Will you ever be Ready to Let go of Your Love?

The one you make as your Life partner, the one you got married to and have childrens with,

the one who holds the responsibility, the one who Loved you and Cared for you the most.

Will you be tough when the day comes? " I've seen my family grow, from a happy one,

to some sorrows and then finally back up. Whenever I have the opportunity to kiss my mother,

I never will want to let her go.I made her angry, I made her happy and I make her dissappointed.

I am not ready to Lose my mother's Love, neither Lose my father's Love.

To some, you maybe having a fucked up family, but still, When they're Gone, means it's for Real.

You can't bring them back. They are, honestly I'm saying, the person that You'll miss the Most.

I adored the strength that Jib put up in Life for which He had lost the most lovable person closest to his heart. Truthful as I am, I can never put up the same strength that Jib does.

For which, I'm not ready, but I am aware that I have to know it will happen One day.

I am certainly honoured to be with a man with full of courage and accept things that came across his life,

be it a good one or not. It teach me to think through in a very careful way, for which,

I hate to make Jib cry or make him create ill feelings towards me because, he cried enough.

But everytime I make him display the widest smile that caught me for the very first time,

I felt great for which I've done my best to make a person feel happy.

I never would ever want to disappoint him, I promise.I thanked you for every moment

we spent together and it will be kept close to my heart. We both know we came a long

way and If we ever had to go on separate ways again, I will find for you even if I had to

travel miles down to Italy or London. Even if it take me a hundred years to find your Love back,

Baby I Would do anything to take you back in my Life. I Love You more than anything else.