I don't dare to close my eyes, for which you didn't call me back and convince that everything's gonna be alright. I blamed no one, but I only have you to blame on. I don't blame other people

because they have nothing to do with our story.I'm just confused right now, whether if

I am suppose to be lenient with youor it's just the fact that to you, it doesn't affect either

one of Us. It pains me deep inside when I have to think about all of this. I don't want to save this no more,

I hate to think about it and I just don't have time to hurt myself. It's all too unfair and

the sad thing is, I have to keep things to myself. I don't even dare to say it out because

I know what the answers would be. Sometimes you gave me the worst and lamest excuses ever,

but I still let you win. You wanted things as bad, you wanted things at once and you wants it all.

I am dissappointed about something and yes, here is what I have to say. I'm getting sick and tired

of your lame excuse and I wonder just what you take me in for. I regretted as much,

because I was trapped with your trick. I gave my best, now here is what I did just for the sake of this Love.

I sacrificed my study time recently to be with you because I'd only know that you

need me there. Every Sunday, I came down to watch your game because I'd know that's

the only time for you to make me catch your last moments.

There have been a few times, I came down to your workplace just to say 'I Love You' when I know my ma would nag at me for coming home late. I gave in and stayed with you to catch a movie because we

both knew there was no time slot left.

When I made a mistake and it nearly ruined everything, I crawled back to you and came down to

Tampines just to apologise in your naked eyes. Because I'd only knew that wasn't just

enough and I don't have a spare dime,

I stayed late to make a card for you with all our pictures and full of Love and Sincerity.

Then I had to walk through the rain and rushed to catch your game. I was lucky that I wasn't

being strucked by lightning.

I don't need no one to pity me, I've been through all of this and I just hate it how much my friends

have to listen to it all over again. My innitiative and the sacrifices that I've made, only turned me into someone stronger.

I've told you countless times that I'm not asking much from you. I've told you that I don't like

to erase your smile,it's too beautiful. I don't want to take anything from you.

For fact that You've stolen my Love, please Be a Man, a Real tough man who knows how to lead. Please baby, I'm giving in to you already, what else you want me to do? I apologise if If I'm beig rude too,

because sometimes, You weren't aware f what You've doing. I don't want to trouble Both of our Friends, for which this is our Story and as far as possible we sort it out our own. It kills me right in when I need some help from Our friends to help us out.

It shows that I'm weak, too weak to make you Listen. If I'm not myself and gets mad with the way

you're behaving, do ask yourself this

"How I done Enough to Ever make this Girl enjoyed her Quality time She had with me? "