It was never too easy to stand up and get the words perfectly formed. She came on strong knowing that the Love was real. Damn, "Love, Define it." Precise on everything would make him happy, I doubt she needs to swollow everything little things that would hide the loop holes of them. But little did she know that it wasn't just the perfect way to stay alive. Perhaps, I think she had done enough to sacrifice herself. I wouldn't even think about leaving. Well, Love make Me Blind. Something is really telling me that it all gotta stop at once. But rather, little by little, it would ease off the pain. Selfish, what do You think? Should you listen to your heart and speak up from your mind of Your real Needs and Wants? Or rather, the opposite. It was stupid to know that it went on to the different direction. Damn, it was a Little too Late. It wasn't because of Us, it was because of Me. He would have made me feel safe, knowing that I need it really bad. I could have avoided it, I'm just sorry, I choose not too. Guilty, I rather say Not. Because for once I did it ten times Better. Damn, it was all messed up. Well, Life's A Game. So now what, I'm just Lost. I rather not have both. I just need one thing; Self-Time. I don't know who the hell messed my mind up. But I would rather say, This is It. Well, it may seem too fast, but uhmm. I saw it coming, but I was deeply in Love with you and I choose to stay. Damn, I should have cleared it out. Allah, forgive me and please lead me with your light. I need you and I don't want to stay in this mess though it was clearing away. You know it best what's for me and I know You bring me back because of Just One thing; To Make others Happy and Feel Happy.