Tell them I was Happy.

"The hardest thing to do may be the best for You." Everyone did that and I've seen each of them hang on strong. I have merely everything that I've ever needed. Though I take risks, I'm proud of what I've gone through. Then again, it wasnt just right and I have completely no idea of what the hell it wants for me. I Love the way you Lie, it was all too beautiful that I was caught up and made myself looked like a Hoe. Sometimes it felt as though it was all too little too late. When I wanted to make it happened, it came back trembling all over. And when I finally set it on a loud sigh, it came back forming perfectly. I had no idea or anything to make it up, I was confused. I felt stupid to be cheated and I'm embarrassed about this whole Love thing. I remember years ago someone told me I should take caution when it comes Love, I did. Then ma came in strong to take it all away from me, I was awaken by her. She took it all over and I got washed away. I felt sorry, But I couldn't help it. You were beautiful, and I can't choose between You and Ma. You both were as important as blood and heart. I don't know where we're heading next, I can't see the path that always shine on Us no more. Where we're going, can You take my hand walk with me through the aisle? I can't seem to reach you baby, you were behind me, You ain't moving. Baby, You need to move forward, you can't just stand there alone, come and walk with me, I'll guide you through. Why, I didn't even have the chance to understand and I don't even dare to take away that smile, that lights up when I smile. But, it just happened though, I don't know where to go. I'll be fine, I swear. But, will You? Will you ever step it up and move through it all. Everything else was as far too perfect, perhaps just the way I like it. But, it's a matter of how well I do it. I'm speechless, I'm lost, I don't know how to and I don't know when. I don't want to make you wait. I'll be painful as what I'm feeling. I had enough to make you feel sad, I just don't get it and I will never understand. Thus, I'll be away.