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Sunday, August 15, 2010
11:35 PM


With Love; >
You are my people and I apreciate your presence during the First Semester of my Year 1 years. Each and everyone of you are like precious diamonds that will be kept close to my heart. I found you first and I swear no one beat it better than the W35E's. Damn, it's heart breaking that we gotta end it for just a few months, just like I'm losing Love. But heyy, keep in touch yeah. I Love You all. MUAH ^^

When at times I feel that you are all mine, something just have to blow it away. I don't understand why but Yet I gave in much. Girls, there's plenty of them. To find the last and lucky, you have got to be ready. Nothing comes for free or perfectly. Unless you are ever so lucky, you get what you pleased. True not, some take it for granted. I thought You weren't one of them. Until, I opened my eyes and saw it coming ever since the time we argued. Sometimes I asked, why some people blew away the chances and came back crawling. Don't they know what they should be doing when the first call Fails? I always don't get it when it keeps coming back again and again. But, I was a little to too late and stupid to let it go. I've wasted much of my time to save my own ass.

Over which I know, a lesson has got to make it realise, my feelings fades like the last time. I was in much lethargic and I don't see any good will make me feel better. I'm selfish and that's part of me that You have got to know when things get complex. All this while, it has always been you but what about Me? When things got way otta hand and I felt that words came out from me was just a boring sympony. But little did I know, you're not the man that I thought could have lead me. Damn, what kind of a human are you?

Now that you are all on your own, I bet you can't even think. I tried reminding you the last time and it pains to see that it all falls on deaf ears. A thousand times when we're together I said I don't ask much from You. A million times when we're together I said We'll make it through. And a billion times when we're together I said You can't do that to Me. Till now, a small favour I asked you to do, You can't even fulfill it for me. Screw the fact that You lie to me so that I would believe that you have fulfilled it. I know much about things going on in your life, I Know. I hate someone who never moves on. I hate it much when I'm dealing with people like you. I don't understand why and I don't get the true fact. Shouldn't it be that Losing the one you've found be more Significant that afraid to lose those who don't bring any good in your Life? Tell me, what am I for? Just a display set? Fuck that Jerk.

Now I'm talking what I felt all this while. I bet you didn't think about any of this don't you. I am no match to be nagging. I Have a life and enjoying it. I'm just an ordinary person with well mannered qualities that is enough to make anyone smile. It do pains deep inside to see how time lost I've wasted. I don't regret, but I felt sorry. Sorry for that You have to do it on your own so that You'll know. Wasted huh, I don't ask for all this. You take it for granted knowing that I will give in all the time. Well, there's limit to everything I do. I maybe nice, but once You killed me deep inside till I don't feel the pain, that's the time I'll Let You be on Your Own. There's nothing that I can do Left. I could only wait to see what's there Next for Me.