I had a super awesome raya, like always, Every Year! But sad to say that first day raya pictures was sucky. Damnnnnnnn. And on the 4th day of raya, which is on Monday, I have my every last exam for the First semester. I swear I didn't study and it was useless to ever wake up early and revise, but Nothing went up there. Yeahhhh. And ohh, I though that it was still fasting, that I have to ask my mum. Paiseh oii. I'm seriosly Looking forward to all Jalan Raya together with my People. Kay Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

My personal life is mine and it's Mine only. Bestfriends, girlfriends, guyfriends they don't know a single thing. Yes, they know who but they don't know the Real story. I thought you condemn much about my friends, and why are you still being a dumdum to ask about me? You still have the cheeks eyy. I don't get it why you have to make my friend's life uneasy. Well, if you say you're not, Here's the thing; You Are. The very first few time was alright, but heyy, they don't have a minute with you at all. First was with Ailah, then it was Shasha and now it's Nabilah. Who's next? And your next move after reading this is to apologise, yeahhh. Obvious much that you still can't shake it off and wants to know more. Relax ah weyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. If I don't ask or even bother to ask about your personal life now, don't bother or even think of asking mine now because you'll know what kind of answers that Imma reply back at you. Yes, it's wrong to ask about my personal life now because you are only killing yourself. Why: 1. I can make a huge fuss about you being so foolish to ask who am I seeing with and then tell the world that You got mad because you seemed to not accept the fact that I am seeing somebody. Then I can make a stand by saying, "Your friend is the one who asked and I'm being honest and he still can let it loose. It's not my fault." 2.Once you can't accept my honest statement, hell yeah how I know how you'll go around bragging and showing that sad face. Then people will come to you and ask what happened. And after what You have to say, some may fucked you back for being stupid to ask me about my personal life. Haha. Take that back, Not my Fault. Please ah, don't say that I never teach you. Before you ask or say anything, use your brain and think of both sides not Just for self. Thanks.

There's seriously no point of or either Looking back or staying stationary now. I swear, I'm a woman and being there for someone who had lost a love life, I'll asked them to Move forward because it's Fvcking useless to look back. Be like last time? There's no need to "Be Like the Last time" I suggest you "Be Like Me and Move on". Relationship were there to make us learn, the ends are Happy or Sad, you need to adjust to every relationship. Some many not be comfortable with the way you were the "last time". Don't mess up your own life after every heart breaking relationship. So what if it always fail, So what? Keep your head up high and don't even looked down. It's ever so wrong. Look at me, keeping my head up high and keeping myself very busy with my friends, being happy all the time and soon the pain is gone, though not completely yet. But still, it gets rid of the thought of you. I don't want to remember every second of it because it's over and I have to let it go and forget and then look forward to the spaces that I could fit in. Don't hold back what you want to do, Just do it.